Its the worst thing that happen in my life... I guess. I really can't do my favourite things for at least half a year? I am so sad.

Basketball is my favourite hobby, its not whether I played it well or not. Its I enjoy the happiness in playing it. Its a time when I can de-stress, when there is no sex difference and plainly just enjoy the fun with my friends. Its a game when I can totally forget about everything. But now, even this simple thing I can't seems to do. What should I do? Getting emotional now isn't what I want to do. I can't run, I can't jump.

MY BACK IS KILLING ME!! I can't believe that my spine can give me such a huge trouble. I am feeling so useless here. I can't do simple stuffs like helping my mother to hang the clothings. I can't even enjoy the simplest thing now. I can't stand straight, sit comfortably, squatting down is a problem, bending kills me, even lying down is not a fortune anymore. Arrgh! When can I recover? I want my life back~!

What else is left for me to enjoy when sleeping is even causing me misery. I really want to do things that i wanted to do. God will u help me? ):