After looking back my past, its been so many years of being an angel. Finally, I shed this outer skin of angel to a fallen one.

Sometimes, its really a lesson learn not only for me but for people around me. I think its time I quit being the person that people thinks about me for absolute tolerance, absolute kindness and absolute friendliness.

This is a friendship I adored for years but now I ended it in my own hands, let it return back to zero, its original position. Just treat it as a betrayal, a betrayal from someone you trust and you treat it as part of your family. Let the person I depend on and trust to take care of the party can do my 200% of my job or even better. Even though I don't want it to happen this way but it seems I led it to this ending. Maybe I should say just being selfish to end my misery it the fastest and the crudest way I have ever done. I don't know whether I will get other into trouble or pull the other into this, I pray and hope that it didn't.

This wound that is created will or might not heal but I pray someone better will appear to you and bring you greater happiness and better memories that I brought to you. May you forget what hurt I have brought, accept others like how you accept me before. Don't let what I have done and said hold you down. Life has to carry on. The world won't stop spinning for you when you are despair. There are so many unpredictable things going to happen in your life. Don't give up when something bad happens or things don't go in your way. Blessing will be always given by me in everything you going to do.

The last words I might see from you, "Adios Honey".

Adios Besty. A family I never forget. (: